This will never be home.
Today was eventful. Breakfast, Kayaking, Go karting, Boomers, Bowling, Dinner and a movie. The best day ive had since ive been living down here. Today was my friends Birthday. Ha he’s the closest thing I have to a best friend out here. I relate to him the most. And im glad I helped him enjoy his special day. It’s not just another day. His expiration of active service ends in a year. My next 2 years with out him wont be the same.. The truth really does hurt. I know joining was probably what was best for me but its really hard to tell. The sad thing is that I think about reenlisting everyday. Maybe I need to get away? It’s hard letting go though. Whats really waiting for me back home? Thinking too much is never good for me. 1 more year and I’ll do my best to get orders out of here. Thank you Tumblr for listening.

